Another first chapter

•December 16, 2007 • 1 Comment

A little writing project I started awhile ago. This time Warhammer 40,000 based. Based around a Chaos Lord by the name of Lord Skavinox, it tells of a tale of… I don’t know. Read for yourself.

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Chapter 1

The bolt pistol roared in his grip, the explosive tipped shell penetrating the orks’s skull, sending the brutish creature flying back like a rag doll. An uncountable small second later, and the shell detonated, fragments of hard deformed skull and various other thought organs bursting outwards in an obscene bloom of gore.

Lord Skavinox strode onwards, armoured boots stepping uncaringly on his felled opponent’s corpse, bones crackled under the immense weight of the power armoured giant.

‘Squad Derficus, advance and cull the beasts, squad Tercius provide fire support. Squad Beelzek? Are you ready?’

‘Yes Lord’ snarled a savage voice over the vox communicator.

‘You may proceed’ rumbled back Skavinox.

The rest of his retinue had finished despatching the green skinned creatures, one helmeted warrior blasting an ork into pulpy shreds as it lay wounded on the floor, another kicked a spasming corpse off the end of his chain blade.

‘Lord, more of them approach your position’ came the voice of champion Zurek over the vox communicator.

Skavinox did not answer him, but smiled to himself, the air stank of the black ichor that was in the ork’s blood. He could taste the metallic flects of blood on his tongue. Distantly in the trees another mass of orks were storming forward, pushing and shoving each other in an attempt to get to grips with their foe first. They bellowed crude war cries and fired noisy and crude, yet effective fire arms and pistols.

But only if their atrocious aim was ever on target.

As they closed in, Skavinox and his men stood, calmly, himself gazing at the inhuman tide of green barbarians charging forward through the recoiling mists of the forest. Their leader, a massive ork, even by ork standards, was wielding a large metal claw, which crackled and fizzled with energy. It was bellowing loudly, and pushed another ork out of his way, stomping on it’s skull, before it’s corpse disappeared under a stampede of green flesh.

Undisciplined.

Shots rained down on the six Chaos marines and their rhino transport. They stood unperturbed, the hard slugs impacting and sparking off a psychic shield – thrown up by Skavinox’s personal sorcerer.

The sorcerer stood rooted to the spot, tall and calm, his black power armour with a golden trim, daubed with various symbols and devotionaries to the Chaos Gods. His helmet was elaborate, bearing a pair of horns, made from the bones of children, their tips sheathed in metal. The eye holes shone with incandescent power, his long staff, made from a strange obsidian rock with a clawed, grasping hand as it’s tip. A blood red orb was invisibly suspended above it, shimmering as it’s master focused his mental powers upon the psychic barrier.

Regardless of the ineffectiveness of their gunfire, the orks continued charging, streaming forth from the copses and groves of tall dominating pines. The creatures were almost upon them, the psychic bubble lighting up repeatedly as close range slugga shots impacted.

Suddenly the psychic shield burst with a loud thunderclap of dissipating unearthly energies, throwing the surrounding orks backwards and sending many more off balance. A warrior, wearing black power armour which was covered in skulls of his foes and wielding a blood stained chainaxe, a giant and brutal two handed weapon with rotating bladed chains attached to the axe head, had lunged forward, blood lust taking over his mind. It appeared that as he had struck the psychic shield, it had collapsed, letting the maniac free from his protective asylum.

Skavinox looked on in interest as his personal bodyguard brutally ripped through the orks who were just recovering to their feet from the brutal force of the shield collapse. Nearby Zaristus, let off, what sounded like an angry snarl, the staff’s orb blazing for a split second with it’s master’s hate.

The orks were swamping Dalfarus, howls of pain and warcries wafting back from the press of bodies. Blood and limbs were thrown about, heads fell from shoulders, the chattering of the chainaxe ringing shrilly in the morning air. More orks were coming at them through the treeline, and some of the orks who couldn’t get through the crush of bodies decided to turn their attention upon the remaining five chaos marines.

Black alien eye pupils, crude tribal tattoos, large cleavers and other close combat fighting implements turned to face Skavinox and his men.

‘Don’t bother Zaristus, we’ll do this the proper way’ spoke Skavinox through his helmet vox.

‘Yes of course Lord’ replied Zaristus, placing his staff firmly back on the ground and ceasing his incantation.

Skavinox grasped his helmet at the base of his power armour’s neck seal and removed it. White pearlescent mists vented out into the fresh air. A bald pale head was revealed, dark evil eye pupils squinting in the sunlight, a pair of sharp fangs bared slightly in anticipation.

He wanted to feel the death around him.

The orks cared not for ritual, and charged onwards screaming and shooting. One shot impacted against Skavinox’s chest plate, bouncing off harmlessly, more slugs whistled past him.

The first ork reached Skavinox, it’s muscled arm raised and ready to strike at the currently unarmed gigantic figure in power armour. Faster than any possible human could have accomplished, Skavinox had drawn his titanic double headed axe from it’s back holster. A split second later and one of it’s bladed heads had torn through the ork’s gut, spilling black blood and pinkish organs on to the floor. The ork looked totally surprised, as it’s limp form fell to the floor.

The black metallic axe heads were traced with intricate yellow lines, which glowed as he slaughtered his way through the beasts, growing fatter and glowing brighter with every kill. Around him his retinue were killing in their own various styles, Kovrix barrelling through the orks and smashing them apart with brute strength gifted to him with his suit of terminator armour as well as his already significant natural size and power.

Further to the right, Zaristus was calmly trudging forwards, his tall form easily visible above the waves of orks. He blasted several back with the flick of his left hand and expertly dispatched two more with a swipe of his staff.

Dalfarus was presumably further ahead of Skavinox, mainly because that was where most of the orks were pressing forward and congregating, the occasional limb or geyser of blood arcing over into the air. Occasionally a chainaxe’s roaring could be caught over the still winds.

Farix, a tall and fairly thin soldier, by a space marine’s standard, wore no helmet and was probably the weakest in hand to hand combat out of all his men. He danced forward, swiping and parrying with a rattling chainblade against several orks. Despite his weakness, he was still a valued trooper. An excellent shot and a great assassin. His speed more than made up for his physical weakness, spinning and pivoting, his wild greasy long black hair arcing around his face.

The final warrior in Skavinox’s retinue was a very ordinary looking power armoured space marine. He fought close to Farix, bolter shredding through any ork who came too close, a combat knife held at the ready in another hand. ‘He was not skilled enough in close quarter fighting’ thought Skavinox to himself, while beheading an ork and parrying several blows with his axe’s haft. Far too slow, and he relied on his bolter in such a chaotic melee? He would need some extra combat drilling once the mission was over. But what made Phygrus a useful marine to have around was his intelligence. Sure Zaristus was an excellent counsellor and advisor, but Phygrus could easily outdo the sorcerer in mental processing ability. But what made him even more useful was that he was possessed by a daemon, a strange daemon. One which seemed to have swelled his brain’s capabilities beyond his already phenomenal skill. Things such as targeting solutions, engine capabilities, the ability to formulate strategies and plans in tight situations, picking up and putting together intricate details and more mundane things such as alien languages and mathematics.

Phygrus fought with clear cut strategy, favouring well thought out and organized manoeuvres to defeat his enemy.

Definitely not the way Skavinox did things.

Skavinox swept the legs out from under the ork, jarring it’s aim, pistol jolting uselessly into the air. A swift strike followed, blade head smashing straight through it’s chest. Another creature took a swing at him, large blade arcing around, ready to smash through Skavinox’s skull and slay him in a single blow, ending the enigmatic Chaos Lord’s life of war, glory and death. It would eventually come about one day. But definitely not today.

Skavinox backstepped, the blow passing just in front of his face.

A close one. Too close.

Cursing his own ineptitude, Skavinox, sliced another ork’s arm off, it’s weapon clattering to the ground. He span around in a tight controlled arc on his own centre of gravity, axe held in two hands, hewing through six orks straying too close in a whirlwind of death. Several hard slugs rattled off his armour, fired by orks at close range, ensuring they didn’t miss, and that they wouldn’t have to lose their head to an armoured giant spinning around with an axe. Skavinox expertly pulled out of his spinning motion and kicked a foot straight into the body of the ork closest to him. A quick flicking arm movement later and his boltpistol had been drawn and flicked off safety and was blasting through the brutish creatures.

He loved it when he was close enough that he didn’t even have to aim.

Axe in his right hand, Skavinox knew that it would be too heavy and slow to swing in large arcs, instead he rammed it, using it’s blunt end shaft as an effective polearm, his boltpistol doing most of the other work, blowing apart green flesh and sending orks flying backwards from the force of the powerful pistol. Skavinox blasted a path through the sea of orks, they were absolutely everywhere and the Chaos Lord began to doubt that they could hold them back if more orks arrived to join the fight.

He fired a single shot into the fanged face of one creature, then knocked another one’s feet from underneath with a bludgeoning motion, pistol flaring several shots into the fallen ork’s body. Bone cracked as Skavinox strolled over the corpse, large spent brass shell casings raining down to the forest floor with every shot.

Skavinox saw the tide of green flesh part towards his far right, a glimpse of a figure, larger than himself wearing what was unmistakably terminator armour, barrelling and smashing down orks. Kovrix charged onwards, trampling through several more creatures, and slamming a powerful short punch into one ork who got in his way, his crackling power gauntlet searing and parting the thing’s flesh and bone like paper.

‘Lord’ he greeted Skavinox, joining his master in slaughtering the beasts.

‘We must breakout from here, I have little wish to stay here and be dragged down by the hoards’ sheer weight of numbers’

‘Agreed, although I don’t know if the rhino is still intact, Lord’ he said from his helmet’s voice synthesizer.

‘We’ll just have to see, won’t we?’

Skavinox began striding in a random direction, Kovrix followed, rattling off shell from his bolter upon any ork that stood in their path. Skavinox had almost tired of the poor game the orks offered, occasionally swiping or slashing through orks with his axe while Kovrix reloaded, but otherwise leaving most of the business of killing to his lieutenant.

The rhino, was smoking, cratered with shots several rockets leaving gaping holes in the armoured transport. 

‘It matters not, just means more killing’ said Skavinox.

He turned around, and calmly began walking in the opposite direction, axe swinging, yellow runes pulsing with every kill. His face was a total blank as he butchered the beasts, emotionless. Blank. Controlled.

More orks swarmed forward at the pair as they cut a path through the endless horde. Powerfist crushing through bone, axe hewing limbs and heads. One ork, wearing a pair of goggles, his clothes made up of leather straps and crude plate armour, most of it blackened and burnt, came in from their side, a nozzled flamer held ready. Skavinox raised his boltpistol and fired in a single quick reflex. The shell struck the chemical fuel tank of the crude igniting device, causing a massive fireball to erupt, coating the area in light and flaming orks.

His aim was as good as ever. Although not as good as his sniper’s, Farix.

The trees flickered with the burst of light from the fire, their tall proud forms swaying despite the chaos and battle raging on below them. Kovrix was now doing what he did best, barrelling and tackling a path through the orks. Skavinox strided on behind his lieutenant, occasionally taking a shot at any ork who attempted to attack him.

They fought their way through the hoard, outpacing the orks and fleeing, cutting down anything which got in the way, behind them, hundreds of orks made pursuit, led by an ogrish overlord of an ork. Skavinox and Kovrix pounded onwards, armoured boots stamping over the dirt ground. Bullets sped past them, occasionally one would strike them in the back, but the ork’s were far too inaccurate for it to seriously worry them, and they had the far superior armour.

Fleeing was one of the many things Skavinox despised. It was weakness in the face of the enemy. Yet at the current moment it was necessary, staying on would have been total madness. The orks would have worn him and his men down through sheer weight of numbers.

The orks were struggling to keep pace with the heavily augmented space marines, they lumbered and barked in their crude guttural language. The ground began to slope upwards, a scuffed dirt path running parallel with the pair, heading towards the top of the hill, before snaking and disappearing back down. They thumped up the hill, loose gravel and rock tumbling off each footfall.

Skavinox crested the hill, from the top he saw another expanse cluttered with spaced out pine giants, the land gently sloping back down into a flat sheet. The two thundered back down the incline, Skavinox taking a look backwards, some orks were giving up pursuit, perhaps returning to the melee involving the other part of his retinue.

They reached the hill’s base.

‘Lord, squad Derficus is beginning to lose momentum, Tercius has suceeeded in destroying the greenskin mortar batteries await your order’ spoke Kovrix, receiving the reports of each squad because Skavinox was not wearing his helmet and was unable to communicate via vox.

‘Tell Tercius to support Derficus, get some air support ready for our assault on the ork encampment. Also have our cultist forces start an attack on the ork’s main defensive position’

‘Yes lord’ obeyed Kovrix.

They continued along the ground, sprinting at great speed with their augmented bodies and enhanced armour. Several mobs of orks were up ahead, filtering through the trees, most armed with the usual crude assortment of guns and blades. Some orks had spotted the approaching pair, presuming them to be easy game, fleeing from the main battle.

Shots rang out, most missing.

‘Let’s get this done quickly and messily’

Skavinox reached the first of the orks before Kovrix, his power armour offering less weight and bulk but less protection as well. He deflected a slug round with the broad head of his axe, no mean feat when using such a heavy weapon. It’s intricately carved runes began to reignite themselves as he slashed and chopped through more of the creatures. One head flew off a pair of shoulders, a gut was sliced open and a savage blow ripped another ork in half at the waist. The ork mobs were absolutely taken by surprise by the pairs ferocity, orks flying in all directions from Kovrix’s heavy impact charge. Several weapons clunked or chipped Skavinox’s black power armour, he swung about, parrying one blow, countering with a quick reverse of his double handed grip. Another ork slammed into him a he tried to bring his heavy axe up to defend. Skavinox staggered back slightly, stance off balance, he lunged out with a side kick to cover himself, striking the creature in the ribs. It doubled over on to the ground.

Quickly regaining his balance, Skavinox narrowly had a cleaver miss his head, striking his power pack on his back, the weapon embedding itself deep in the armour. Irritated, he landed a back kick into the ork’s gut, winding it, and probably doing some major internal damage.

He had to make up for lost ground and time.

Kovrix was further ahead, a battering ram of savagery, nothing could stand in his path. Skavinox hated to admit it, but at the moment there was little time for his style of finesse intermixed with decisive strikes as well as a fair bit of defensive foot work.

He swung his axe in a figure eight, hewing through several orks, then shoulder barged into another creature, the force of the impact pitching the greenskin to the ground. With strong heavy bladed sweeps while striding forwards, Skavinox managed to clear a path, bodies flying left and right, giant gashes ripped into their bodies.

The runes shone with the intensity of the slaughter.

Skavinox burst out from the pack of orks forcing his way through the maze of flesh. Kovrix was far ahead, thundering on, occasionally glancing back and rattling off shots at pursuers. Half the mob was following Skavinox, shots raining down upon him in torrents, striking and bouncing off his ancient power armour, yet he knew it would only take a lucky shot to his exposed head for the Chaos Lord to fall.

Unhooking a cylincrical fragmentation grenade from his belt, Skavinox flicked the activator stud and glanced backwards, they were charging after him, guns flaring bright yellow, blades waving in the air. He chucked the explosive device over his shoulder, accurately landing it in front of the mobs. A split second later and a loud explosion punctuated the cacophony of howling and pistols. Skavinox turned around to take a quick moment to admire his handiwork. A bloody mist had formed, black smoke hung like an unforgiving powder in the air. Several figures followed by more came rushing through the smoggy clouds, bleeding in several places, but still howling.

Skavinox dashed on. More cowardly fleeing.

He pumped his legs harder, easily speeding up to catch Kovrix’s thundering terminator armoured form.

‘Lord, we have got four Thunderhawks ready to provide airsupport, the cultists are heading towards the encampment as we speak’ reported Kovrix in a deep artificially synthesised voice from his helmet.

‘Excellent. How are the others coping?’

‘No idea, Zaristus is apparently ahead of us and the others are somewhere else, probably scattered’ said Kovrix with little care or worry in his voice about his comrade’s situation.

‘They’ll cope’

The two continued on occasionally coming upon bands of orks, who they either cut a swath through, or out paced, either one they could achieve with relative ease.

The forest began to thin out, pines becoming shorter and less prominent, in the distance, was several scattered bunches of trees and a large bump in the land. Skavinox’s augmented vision clearly picked out a squabble of buildings, hugging the side of the hill, fine details like figures scrambling around, crude vehicles revving around and a sizeable line of defences placed far forward of the camp. Flashes of light and blazes of gunfire flashed between the line and a swarm of grey dots, his cultist forces. Numerous and devoted. Also expendable.

‘Almost there, we’ll slip in after the main assault force has swarmed over the lines and the two sides are busy ravaging each other’ said Skavinox, his tactically experienced mind almost instantly working out the best course of action.

‘As you say Lord’

‘As I say? Sounds like you were thinking of something otherwise’ snorted Skavinox, striding across the long grass fields towards the distant target.

‘No of course not Lord, your plan is perfectly suitable’

‘I hope so’ said Skavinox, his gaze fixed on the battle.

It was unsurprising to Zaristus, that his master was suspicious his personal sorcerer had alterative motives, aside from serving him. Almost all sorcerers like him had an alternative motive, just what it was, was a totally different thing. Nevertheless, Skavinox found him very useful, and showed a degree more respect to him in particular. Whatever plan the warlock held was probably something insanely intricate and complex, and the machinations of a follower of the Architect of Fate, Tzeentch, rarely bothered him. Dabbling fools and enchanters.

The sorcerer sprinted from behind the treeline the pair had just left, his cloak billowing and flowing, the ethereal material mesmerising to the eyes, black essence swirling, in a ceaseless dance. Skavinox turned around, a sixth sense telling him of something approaching.

The elegantly armoured figure, bearing a horned helmet approached him.

‘Lord’

‘Zaristus, I thought you were far ahead of us’ said Skavinox, flashing a leer at Kovrix.

‘I was merely waiting for you’

‘We shall advance on. The target awaits. A battle unfolds’

The two, now becoming three set off, four Thunderhawk gunships, their dark shapes soaring through the skies above, eight pointed devotionary symbols to the Chaos powers starkly emblazoned on the wings. The cockpits were blacked out, white jet stream vented out from their rears.

The lead craft dipped down. The next three followed. Low lying cloud raced by. Their commands were clear, their target was in sight. All they needed was their Lord’s order.

Harry Potter, The Fantsay genre and some sort of evil they are meant to entail…

•December 4, 2007 • Leave a Comment

Well back when the seventh Harry Potter book came out there was the usual big furor about it. For at least two days it was the most popular topic at school. No doubt it would also be a talking point for churches on that Sunday.

In religious education, one student asked the teacher about Harry Potter. She ended up saying that JK Rowling was “anti-Christian” and saying that it is dangerous to believe in Harry Potter and magic.

I have heard and seen this many a time, the advocation by fundamentalists that Harry Potter is evil. Why? Because although Harry himself is good, his acts including use of dark magic to defend himself are not proper justifications of evil. The Harry Potter series does not define good, therefore saying that evil can be a means to achieve good. It somehow ‘subconsciously’ tells the young naive reader that such acts are ‘good’ and along with that things like ‘reincarnation’ and communication with the dead’ are also taught, somehow.

I’m clueless to see how such things work. Under that logic we subconsciously take in everything we read about. Don’t let your kids read “Little Red Riding Hood’. They’ll never treat Grandma the same again.

Another problem is ‘reincarnation’. There’s no reincarnation in Harry Potter. Unless you wish to count the ghosts of Hogwarts which in itself is a tiny factor in the series, then someone is just making shit up.

Communication to the dead was cited as being that mirror featured in the first book. The problem there is Potter never talked to his parents in the mirror. He merely saw them. Nothing else. It’s like looking at photograph of your deceased uncle… he’s neither talking nor alive. He’s just standing there preserved in time.

Rowling anti-Christian? Sounds like some made up crack to me.

The thing overall with what these fundies are saying is that Harry Potter is evil because it contains magic and witchcraft. It glamorizes wizardry. First things first. Magic is not real. Any child I ask will say it isn’ real. Compare this with an adult evangelical and we see a startling comparison between a child and an adults mind. Hmm… yes startling indeed.

Magic is used in lots of different series and is a hallmark of Fantasy. Lord of the Rings, meant to be a Christian reflection between good and evil uses magic… yet it seems to receive plenty of praise. Frodo uses ‘The Ring’ to escape certain situations. But he knows that ‘The Ring’ is evil and draws Sauron’s attention. Isn’t that just like Harry and his dark magic? Looks like it’s Gandalf’s fault for damning the Fellowship to hell…

Magic being a major part of Fantasy also says that all Fantasy is Satanic. That may seem a big thing to say, but it’s quite true from a fundies point of view. Witchcraft=magic=satanic. Magic is found in many Fantasy books and films. Frequently utilized by both good and bad.

It cannot be said that Fantasy is Satanic. It is a merely a writing. An illustrious adventure in another world. You can’t say every single Fantasy author purposely had a Satanic intention in mind when they wrote their books. Neither did many authors think that magic actually exists and saw it as a means of power, defying God or any other such thing.

Correct me if I’m wrong, but have Fantasy based novels and books done any harm? Have they ever caused as many deaths as the Bible? Have they created wars? Was Harry Potter ever intended as a tool of evil by Rowling? Is it not the fact Harry Potter is so popular that churches just feel jealous and wish to make a big deal out of it? I think so.

The fundy churches ever deceive themselves and their members without proper information. They are against just about anything kids or teenagers enjoy. They want themselves to be regarded as the center of any person’s life. Any child’s life. Any teenagers life.

Rock music, Dungeons and Dragons, TV dramas, Fantasy, Star wars, other religions, yoga, meditation, evolution.

The list will continue to expand. I will not accept any of the churches allegations on these things. Half the time, the church doesn’t even know what it’s talking about. How many pastors have even heard a decent measure of rock music? How many have even read Harry Potter? How much ignorance do they wish to spread?

Seeing is believing but I don’t want to know
Walk on through the wasteland I just can’t let go
Face down I just break down when I see you cry
All the time

-Anathema, Release.

The election… and other things

•December 1, 2007 • Leave a Comment

Robin is awesome. There done. Happy?

Now on to the more ‘pressing’ issues of the past week. The election. It looks like a sort of a new era for Australian politics. John Howard, the Prime Minister I am so accustomed to seeing on the television since my childhood days, a figure I always imagined to hold his spot was soundly beaten and became the second Prime Minister ever to lose his own electoral seat…

Since I am not really working full-time or have children or anything like that, the election seriously doesn’t affect me all that much.  It will just mean a new face on the news, a new voice coming from the television and ‘Another chapter in the textbook’ as one of my friends put it. A blank congratulations to Kevin Rudd and Labour from myself… and a solemn wave of goodbye to John Howard.

Come next election, I will be voting… 2011. Still quite meaningless but I definitely won’t Donkey vote.

And speaking of elections, recently we had an SRC election. Several student candidates going up and having themselves present a speech. Four preferences were then selected by the student body, with the SRC member getting the most votes turning out to be a guy who wasn’t even running.

‘Marcus’ received over eighty votes. Including one from me. But he didn’t become an SRC member. Unfortunate the way we take this so jolivally.

Another occurrence this week was my mum and sister leaving for Singapore yesterday. I sleepily waved them goodbye along with a hug at about 5:30 AM. They’ll be staying there for a month. I am quite happy about it, lots of freedom to do whatever I want over the month of December.

Musically, alot of stuff has happened too. I’ll elaborate on that in a future post.

Anyway I should get to a couple of games of C&C3.

Goodbye for now.

Of irritating speaker distortion and School Certificate exams

•November 14, 2007 • Leave a Comment

Well that was one of the most annoying experiences to deal with. For the last few days, noticeably ever since I installed a copy of Halo: Combat Evolved, my speakers have been going wonky. I own a pair of Logitech speakers, which came with a sub-woofer. The sub-woofer began to act really odd after awhile so it sits as an ornament below my desk, but the speakers are still perfectly fine and in good condition. Lately though, distortion has been really high, guitars become crackly and vocals near non-existent. I had recently ripped a Communic album to my PC, and holy shit, the distortion on their songs was like an insane crackling of death.
Speaking of insane cracklings of death, a friend of mine once recommended I listen to the black/gothic/heavy metal band, Anorexia Nervosa. When I visited their Myspace for a sample or two, this sudden burst of static popped over my speakers. I had thought my speakers were broken or something and began examining it then I realized how stupid I was, or more importantly how insanely unmusical and heavy Anorexia Nervosa’s music was. I never listened to that guy’s music recommendations ever again. I’ll definitely stick to Last.FM for such things. Besides I don’t even listen to Black or Gothic metal. Just good old non-mainstream progressive metal.

This next part is going to be pretty much filled with tech stuff and me waffling on…

Anyway so I had to bear with the crappy distorted noises for about a week. My whole iTunes library had been rendered unenjoyable, except for the softer or more instrumental songs I have. I first suspected it was the speakers, but after playing the same album with the speakers connected to a CD player and getting a clean sound, it was obvious the problem was software based. I looked about on the internet, flicked through article after article, tried all sorts of different things and today I decided to do something more drastic. I first updated my sound drivers after a lengthy and annoying search and following about through FAQ’s and guides into ‘Identifying your chipset’, ‘Identifying your Southbridge’ and such and after that I decided to take a punt and download the driver (there were two possible ones to choose from and about four others which were just there for some reason, I took a guess). I had very serious doubts about this fixing my problem, my theory was that the driver may ‘override’ the settings on the previous version of the driver and thus return everything back to default. It did in fact do this (to an extent) but it had no effect whatsoever. At least it didn’t screw up my audio completely and force me into rolling back my drivers.

Anyway a more drastic step was to unscrew my computer’s casing and check about and perhaps clean the place of dust that may somehow be affecting the sound. My PC is quite old, very old perhaps five, six or maybe even seven years old? So that meant it used one of the old cases where you had to unscrew everything to get to the insides. After some cleaning of dust and finding out I really couldn’t identify the sound card because it was fully integrated. I pretty much gave up.

I was frustrated, all this effort and time wasted. I started up my PC after reconnecting it and eventually went about checking over some of the audio settings and such. I turned on some Communic, just to see if any of that had made a slight difference. Nothing. I had passed through every available menu, sub menu and advanced option panel to do with audio, nothing could help. I for the hundreth time then glazed through the array of menus once more until I came upon a certain part in ‘Sound and Audio properties’. I checked over the new driver to examine if it had been properly registered and installed and glazed over the settings it had changed. Nothing of any help. Then I clicked on an ‘Advanced’ tab and eventually clicked another ‘Advanced’ tab and came to a menu I had entered quite a few times during my search for the solution, the ‘Advanced controls for 3D depth’, I for no apparent reason or thought unclicked a check box saying ’3D Stereo Enhancement’ that was in the menu. Suddenly the distorted music that was playing returned to it’s old former self.

Well just as I had expected it was a software problem, some stupid setting I had changed for no apparent reason on the same day, or around the same time as I installed Halo. Ah it’s great to have decent audio again.

Alright enough of that, oh yeah and I better reinstall Halo, I had suspected it might have had something to do with the problem because the audio screwup occurred at the same time as I installed it. But looks like good old Halo is quite fine…

Anyway yesterday, I sat for the school certificate Geography and History course. Civics and Citizenship. This was my final ‘exam’ although the yearlies ended more than a week ago. Well after this I would have to do no more study or anything else related to marks or assessments. Only a quarter of my grade sat the exam, because it was mainly intended for Year 10′s and those 30 of us had been selected for the accelerated course. As we were told, and as I expected the exam was ridiculously easy, although in an essay on human rights which we had done little on, I fluffed most of it. But overall the whole thing was quite simple. No the only real thing to do is just sit and wait for reports. End of year, term four is always great. Just nothing to worry about whatsoever.

Well that’s that really. I would probably right an essay or something on a more interesting topic next time but I really should get away from the computer having spent the majority of the afternoon tinkering with it.

Exams ended and a comment on Ham…

•November 3, 2007 • 2 Comments

And so exams ended yesterday and there was much feasting and rejoicing. Last exam, geography was far easier than I expected. Overall I think all my exams went quite well and I am quite happy. Now it’s time for me to just practice drumming, write and play on the computer excessively.

Just before I start doing that though, I’ll dedicate this post to a comment made recently on my previous post by QMP. (I’ll be adding in the relevant section of text from my previous post for the reader’s benefit). Here is the comment as a whole:

“If the Bible did do one thing it was start the Dark Ages.”
–> In my opinion the aforementioned authors Ham etc. all were referring to the translated ‘Protestant’ Bibles following the so-called ‘Reformation Movement’ in 1618, if I’m not mistaken.
–> The Dark Ages began after the removal of order (i.e. the Roman Empire), which was surprisingly ‘Christian’-ised order if that makes sense.
–> Although I am skeptical, you cannot simply discount the claim that ‘The Bible changes lives’. Personal experience (if I may cite yours) is the most powerful/convincing ‘argument’ there is.

“If you are a drunk and have no money and when you receive the gospel and ‘miraculously’ have your life transformed, tell me, are you truly better off than the man who thinks realistically?”
–> Perhaps it is prudent to consider the mentality of the person. considering he has been ‘truly saved’ so to speak, his mentality has changed; perhaps the authors mean to say he has transformed to stop drinking. “Thinking realistically” is all well and good, but when one’s inner mentality and mindset is compromised, “realistic thinking” is out of the question.

Just some things I thought you might want to know; otherwise, you propose an interesting case for agnosticism. However, your innate bias against Christianity puzzles me: why so hostile? And in addition, science was originally conceived to understand the physical world and its supposed supernatural origin so what Ham etc. all say does seem to have a case: the predominant attitude of ’science is anti-god’ nowadays is rather presumptuous, since all it does is examine the physical and observed natural world. Because I’m sure we both agree that any scientist who studies the supernatural is either a fool or insane.

Alright I’ll address each point in order. QMP makes several good points although I must disagree with most of them.

Finally to end I’ll mention a book I saw, ‘The Answer’s Book’. Edited by Don Batten, Ph.D, by Ken Ham, Jonothan Sarfati and Carl Wieland. A most offensive part I came across was “The Bible’s civilizing influence. The Bible’s message elevated the blood-drinking barbarians of the British Isles to decency”

I, despite not being in any way related someone English or having a Celtic or Anglo background think that is extremely bigoted. If the Bible did do one thing it was start the Dark Ages.

–> In my opinion the aforementioned authors Ham etc. all were referring to the translated ‘protestant’ bibles following the so-called ‘reformation movement’ in 1618, if I’m not mistaken.
–> The Dark Ages began after the removal of order (i.e. the Roman Empire), which was surprisingly ‘Christian’-ised order if that makes sense.

Okay, the Dark Ages, were they started by the Bible? I say not exactly the Bible, but the Dark Ages were more or less a time of superstition and I should rephrase in previous post that ‘The Bible, or religious and superstitious beliefs were one of the primary causes of the loss of knowledge and the bringing about of the Dark Ages’. Although you state it was the removal of order (The Roman Empire) which caused the Dark Ages, the Roman Empire and it’s Emperor’s had more or less ‘Christianized’ their kingdom for political reasons. During the Dark Ages itself, Christianity was still quite prevailant, which goes to show Christianity doesn’t necessarily equal order one hundred percent of the time. I would say that the collapse into superstition was fueled partly by the spread of the Bible and Christianity.

Concerning the Bible and it converting “The blood-drinking barbarians of the British Isles to decency” as cited in the book ‘The Answer’s Book’. Edited by Don Batten, Ph.D, by Ken Ham, Jonothan Sarfati and Carl Wieland, I as mentioned before think that that is an extremely offensive and arrogant statement and you can’t say that the early English were blood drinkers or savages. They had established society and order. Besides most of what Christianity did was cause more superstition.

Also in alot of cases where Christianity ‘converted’ natives from their savage states, it was forced upon them unfairly. In other words how would you like it if I came up to you and forcefully made you accept my Atheistic beliefs? Afterwards you may go, ‘Oh yes life is all better now I am an atheist’ but do you think that me forcing such philosophies upon you is a justified representation of Atheism? Did Jesus ever say ‘Thou shalt teach thine neighbor and his children of the ways of God and if they refuse thine blessings, thou shalt beat them until they plead for thine mercies’ ?

Also in this book of total ass holity (I know not a real word, but the book’s authors would have probably done the same knowing their intellect) is talk of how the Bible mends lives, in particular one ‘Dr. Ironside’ who was challenged by an agnostic to a debate. Ironside challenged the agnostic to bring forth any criminal or drunkard who has been living a degraded life and show that the philosophy of agnosticism has ‘improved’ or brought them out of their situation. In return Ironside said he would bring forward a hundred men and woman who have had their lives and wellbeing changed through the Gospel. The agnostic withdrew his challenge.

Several problems there Mr. Ham and fellow authors, first of all the book never actually said anything about any hundred people materializing. The very promise of such a deed seemed to have made the agnostic shy away. I could quite easily say that sure the Bible may mend lives, how it does I have no idea, money raining from the sky? People suddenly claiming their situations are all fine because they know they are saved? Look the problem is I went through the same thing, I thought I was saved at one point, all the worries of the world went away for quite awhile. Then it all came back to me, the reality of it all.

If you want to go about thinking everything is just fine and such then go right ahead. If you are a drunk and have no money and when you receive the gospel and ‘miraculously’ have your life transformed, tell me, are you truly better off than the man who thinks realistically?

–> Although I am skeptical, you cannot simply discount the claim that ‘The Bible changes lives’. Personal experience (if I may cite yours) is the most powerful/convincing ‘argument’ there is.

My personal experience, like I already mentioned lead me to realise that my belief was futile. I was probably not meant to be a Christian and that it was just a belief that couldn’t suit me, after abit more of an in-depth look I found that there were things wrong with Christianity and religion itself. The onset of accepting Christ for the first time and becoming a believer is an almost overwhelmingly beautiful feeling, but I find that tearful testimonies just don’t cut it. Saying ‘I feel God in my heart’ doesn’t do much to convince me you actually do. Relying on pure emotion doesn’t cut it either. Look seriously, you can’t just rely on someone else’s or your own big tearful emotional testimony, that is a thing which is of purely human consequence and does very little to tell me of why God is real and why Jesus is real. I could have the exact same feeling if I became a Jew, or a Muslim, or a Bhuddist. Yet the thing is, I don’t need such a special ‘Feeling’. It is meaningless to me, it tells me nothing.

–> Perhaps it is prudent to consider the mentality of the person. considering he has been ‘truly saved’ so to speak, his mentality has changed; perhaps the authors mean to say he has transformed to stop drinking. “Thinking realistically” is all well and good, but when one’s inner mentality and mindset is compromised, “realistic thinking” is out of the question.

So just believing, even in something which is false is a good enough excuse to justify that the Bible should be used to change lives? Also by saying:

“Thinking realistically” is all well and good, but when one’s inner mentality and mindset is compromised, “realistic thinking” is out of the question.

You are suggesting that the Bible is not for those who think realistically. I am guessing though that what you mean is that the drunk man already cannot think realistically and that it is pointless even if he does because he is so very compromised by his habit?

I say that if faith can do such a thing, which clearly it does as I have seen and heard, such as changing the drunk man and breaking a gambler’s habit, then perhaps it may be such that such beliefs may be good. But even if their intentions are good, are they true? And what about other religions? They change lives to and they all claim to be true. Doesn’t that mean the formerly drunk man is living in a lie? You can’t say that exclusively it is Christianity which changes everyone. We live in the West, it is drenched in Christianity. That’s why we mainly here about ‘Christian deeds’. Besides Christianity over the course of history has been far from kind. I can cite dozens of examples. Crusades, Northen Ireland, Inquisition, exiling of Jews not to mention the atrocities in the Bible itself.

You propose an interesting case for agnosticism.

Yes my case as I will quote from my last post was:

The agnostic philosophy is not some rigid set of rules as the Bible is. It doesn’t demand anything except the belief that we cannot know God, let alone if there is a God. It doesn’t demand you to love Jesus, it doesn’t demand you blindly believe or put your faith in something. Does it promote morality? No, it is unrelated to morality, it merely says that God’s existence cannot be known and that the individual’s actions are up to them.

Which is pretty much saying that Agnostics are by no means immoral. Agnostics I have met seem to have just about the same social values as you and me and are by no means drunks, drug addicts or murderers and to classify the philosophy of agnosticism as immoral would be extremely unfair, which I am glad to see QMP seems to understand.

However, your innate bias against Christianity puzzles me: why so hostile?

My hostility to Christianity mainly revolves around fundamentalism. If the Bible changes lives, and I accept it does, I do not mind if people wish to believe in it. I regard it as a lie, but others may not, which I think is fair enough. Although I feel that I should at least point out that there are some problems with the Bible. Believe in it if you will, just don’t go about telling me that atheists are criminals or drunks or go around acting arrogant and bigoted. Although I feel that I should at least point out that there are some problems with the Bible.

And in the case you decide to do so, I’ll do just have to go about telling people that you are wrong and that you should shut up. Keeps everything in balance. Although I’ll only really pick on pricks like Ham and others fundamentalists. Liberals and such are fine to me.

Our ignorance is God; what we know is science.

Robert Ingersoll

Many today think science is anti-god. Atheists encourage this view by claiming that their way of thinking is ’scientific’.

The Answers Book

And in addition, science was originally conceived to understand the physical world and it’s supposed supernatural origin so what Ham etc. all say does seem to have a case: the predominant attitude of ’science is anti-god’ nowadays is rather presumptuous, since all it does is examine the physical and observed natural world. Because I’m sure we both agree that any scientist who studies the supernatural is either a fool or insane.

Yes I agree that science is here to explore and bring understanding of the natural and physical world around us. But I don’t see how it is anti-god. It is the truth and nothing more. Science can be proven and examined. Supernatural occurrences are usually hoaxes or superstition. I don’t exactly understand the point you are making here because science is not anti-god although it may disprove him.

Anyway thanks QMP for your comment and sorry if you feel that any of this is offensive. Now I’m off for a good long couple of hours of drumming, see you later folks!

Exams and more fundamentalist bigotry

•October 29, 2007 • 2 Comments

I haven’t posted for exactly twenty five days! Shame on me.

Well I have been going through exams, started last week on Thursday with English, followed by Friday math, then Monday Science and Commerce. Most of the exams were fairly easy, nothing too challenging, many an hour of reading the same three chapters in my textbooks seems abit like overkill in hindsight. Especially for Science which was far easier than I imagined.

History shouldn’t be too much of a problem, I usually do exceptionally well in all history tasks, although I do dread Geography this Friday. Quite abit to remember and there are always lots of difficult questions that test your place knowledge and skills.

IST exam tomorrow also looks set to be dubious. New teacher is here to replace our original one who is about to depart for England. I don’t think our new teacher even knows about tomorrow’s exam, let alone what’s in it and what to study. Luckily another IST teacher was nice enough to tell me just to study pseudocode and flowcharts.

I generally found that pseudocode and flowcharts, (related to programming) was fairly difficult to understand, probably because the concept of it was never really explained to us. I quite well understand it now, but it took an unnecessary amount of time for me to pickup on it, with little assistance from the teacher. Also I find that there plenty of different ways to create a solution to a problem through programming, yet the teachers always seem to only accept one method. Their own. In the textbook it even says ‘The beauty of programming is you can use many different methods to solve a problem’. But in all truth, looking over my old work thee are several errors that are quite… evident in my solutions.

A band performance with some friends also looks set in the near future, perhaps in two or less weeks. Performing in front of year 7, in conjunction with a ‘macabre’ circus performance. The macabre theme for the drama performance is in all truth quite lame and probably will not get too far off the ground, nevertheless a gig’s a gig.

I am quite looking forwards to after the exams. Plenty of time to concentrate on writing, drumming and gaming. Plus my mum and sister are leaving at the end of November which means plenty of freedom and gaming for me.

Finally to end I’ll mention a book I saw, ‘The Answer’s Book’. Edited by Don Batten, Ph.D, by Ken Ham, Jonothan Sarfati and Carl Wieland. A most offensive part I came across was “The Bible’s civilizing influence. The Bible’s message elevated the blood-drinking barbarians of the British Isles to decency”

I, despite not being in any way related someone English or having a Celtic or Anglo background think that is extremely bigoted. If the Bible did do one thing it was start the Dark Ages.

“Indeed, the decline in acceptance of the Biblical-world view in the West had been paralleled by a decline in the beauty of art”

Where the fuck did they come up with that? America, prime example of the West is more Christian than communion wafers dipped in holy water before being thrice blessed. Europe, majority Christian. Australia majority Christian. Wherever you want to look in the West there are Christians.

Decline in art? Who are you? An art critic?

“The Bible’s Scientific accuracy: The stars are countless (Gen 15:5)”. What in the world does that prove? I can make the same observation as a poet or as any person. Perhaps they are trying to prove people in the Bible can count?

Also in this book of total ass holity (I know not a real word, but the book’s authors would have probably done the same knowing their intellect) is talk of how the Bible mends lives, in particular one ‘Dr. Ironside’ who was challenged by an agnostic to a debate. Ironside challenged the agnostic to bring forth any criminal or drunkard who has been living a degraded life and show that the philosophy of agnosticism has ‘improved’ or brought them out of their situation. In return Ironside said he would bring forward a hundred men and woman who have had their lives and wellbeing changed through the Gospel. The agnostic withdrew his challenge.

Several problems there Mr. Ham and fellow authors, first of all the book never actually said anything about any hundred people materializing. The very promise of such a deed seemed to have made the agnostic shy away. I could quite easily say that sure the Bible may mend lives, how it does I have no idea, money raining from the sky? People suddenly claiming their situations are all fine because they know they are saved? Look the problem is I went through the same thing, I thought I was saved at one point, all the worries of the world went away for quite awhile. Then it all came back to me, the reality of it all.

If you want to go about thinking everything is just fine and such then go right ahead. If you are a drunk and have no money and when you receive the gospel and ‘miraculously’ have your life transformed, tell me, are you truly better off than the man who thinks realistically?

You are still drunk, drunk on the Bible and it’s promises and it’s feeling that everything is fine, you are saved, God loves you, Jesus died for you.

The agnostic philosophy is not some rigid set of rules as the Bible is. It doesn’t demand anything except the belief that we cannot know God, let alone if there is a God. It doesn’t demand you to love Jesus, it doesn’t demand you blindly believe or put your faith in something. Does it promote morality? No, it is unrelated to morality, it merely says that God’s existence cannot be known and that the individual’s actions are up to them.

D r Ironside wasn’t proving anything. If the Bible was indeed more ‘morale’, despite the obvious fact that the debate really shouldn’t have had anything to do with morals and that agnosticism has really nothing to do with morales, is it still better if your are believing a lie? Trusting all everything into this one basket? Or will you honestly say, ‘I see no God, I hear no God and yet I see hundreds of them about me everyday, preaching and spouting their truth. Which is right? I don’t know, they can’t all be right. I have no other option but to take none of them seriously and rely on logic and science. There may be a God, but I can honestly not know him, and if I ever come face to face with God, I made an honest mistake’

There are many other problems throughout this book, arrogant doctrines, accusations and all sorts of other nonsense. I shall make more posts on this book in the future. Although it is interesting to note this book is actually primarily concerned about battling science and establishing the problems in evolution, which I honestly don’t really care about. So what if this universe was made by a God or Gods? Does that automatically mean the Christian God is right?

I’ll leave you with two quotes.

Our ignorance is God; what we know is science.

Robert Ingersoll

Many today think science is anti-god. Atheists encourage this view by claiming that their way of thinking is ‘scientific’.

The Answers Book

The world today, the world yesterday and a fundamentalist

•October 4, 2007 • 6 Comments

Sometime, perhaps last term or the term before I witnessed an inter-school debate. The topic was ‘The world today is better than it was a thousand years ago’. Or something along that time frame. The debate itself was quite sterling, I enjoyed listening to the two teams argue out their points with total brilliance and expertise.

It brings back memories.

These memories stir up in my mind, they swirl to the surface like oil on water. They bubble, demand my attention, they call to me. I answer.

A meeting. A church. An office. A church pastor. Black suit, tie.

Me?

A Puma jacket, green trousers and a brown belt.

We sit opposite each other. I hand him a paper. He reads.

‘Why did you write this?’

A shiver of nervousness comes by.

Confidence spikes through.

‘I felt I needed to express myself and also make you people aware of my situation’

‘What do you mean by “I questioned man’s existence itself, mankind’s future…”?’

‘I had come to the conclusion that mankind is doomed’

‘You know what that perspective is called? Nihilistic’

‘But mankind can be saved. There is hope’

‘Man cannot be saved, except through Jesus’ grace’

Fundamentalist. Faith. Unwavering.

‘Mankind cannot be saved and it is not getting better, you know what ethnic cleansing is?’

‘Yes. It’s where certain people are killed because of their race…’

He cuts me off.

‘You look at Palestine, Hamas and that other one?’

‘Fatah?’

‘Yeah, they are brothers! They shouldn’t be fighting. See how bad the world is becoming?’

Pity about ethnic cleansing in the Bible. Namely the Old Testament and God’s orders for the Israelites to slaughter every animal, man, woman and child of a particular tribe.

Also apparently he doesn’t think that Catholics and Protestants are brothers and that there is such a place as Ireland. After I mention Iraq, Afghanistan and Lebanon he does the typical thing that I should have foreseen.

That was the Muslim’s fault.

The rest of the meeting ended up being him going on about Jesus and ignoring EVERY single point I make about atrocities in the old testament. I’ll para quote.

‘So all the stuff that happened in the old testament can be forgotten because of the new testament?’

‘Yes because of Jesus and the Resurrection’

You can’t ignore the injustices of the OT just because of one event. You have to take the Bible in it’s single form. OT and NT. All events are valid and still stand.

Anyway, he said that the world is getting worse. Technology, science, the UN, numerous peace keeping organizations and Aid programs, media attention on perpetrators, advances in communications, they are all helping to forward our world. It may not be that great, but it is definitely greater than the past where we had none of this. I am definitely willing to admit that this world is in a bad state, poverty, war and famine. But is Jesus going to change all this? Is spreading the word of Jesus going to change the situation? The answer is plain and simple.

No.

Preachers exhort to the masses, evangelists hand out tracts, men and woman convert and go on living like they did. They go to church on Sundays. I have days off on Sundays. They are horrified by events on TV. So am I. They read the Bible. I read Warhammer novels and write books. They celebrate Easter. I see it as a holiday. They believe in Heaven and Hell. I believe in an empty nothingness of an afterlife.

If converting people to Christianity guaranteed world peace I would be curious to know how, especially with Moses and the other prophets constantly waging war in the ‘Holy land’. God definitely chose some prime real estate for his chosen people which was inhabited by other tribes who ended up getting eviction notices and being forcefully thrown out of their homes.

In regards to the world of the past and religion, there was a time, called the Dark Ages which started at about 476 AD. Religious superstition reigned. We can quite easily say that the Dark Ages were not the best of times. But I imagine if we never threw off our superstition and remained steeped in religion our society would be in such a state. Maybe not technologically or scientifically, but socially and if you really want to put it, spiritually.

Then look again at the Bible. Today slavery is outlawed and deeply loathed by the general populace of the world. In the NT even Eph 6:5 “Servants, be obedient to them that are your masters according to the flesh with fear and trembling, in singleness of your heart, as unto Christ”

Worse is Luke 12:47-48

And the servant, which knew his Lord’s will, and prepared not himself neither did according to his will, shall be beaten with many stripes. But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, if him they will ask more”

I can imagine Jesus and many of the OT prophets would be ‘filled with righteous anger’ knowing that slavery is outlawed today.

I recall that same pastor saying that churches should not get involved and attest to political matters and instead stick with spiritual matters only. An example for him being the Anglican church and David Hicks. Well perhaps the church should stop saying that evolution is a lie? Because that is NOT a spiritual matter at all. Maybe they should just practice what they preach and leave it to the professors and science teachers to deal with…

So in all essence is a world of religion what we really want? Or should we stick with secularism like we have in most societies today? Does anyone wish to revert back to the times of the Dark Ages? Do we want to lose scientific knowledge? Have it condemned as a lie? Have our children surrounded and drowned in faith and religion?

I think not. I hope not.

The memories swirl to the depths. They have been sated. They will stay in my mind, I will remember them for a long time to come. They will sink down, eventually disappearing forever. But in my head, I will always remain an atheist.

First chapter

•September 20, 2007 • Leave a Comment

Alright here’s my first chapter for my book. Yeah I know it took a fair bit of time, sorry. To be truly honest, I delayed. I had in fact written up the first chapter on the day I had said I was planning to rewrite it. So why didn’t I post it up right then and there?

I have no idea…

Actually now that I think about it, I probably wanted everyone to see, and not skip my previous post on Fundamentalism, D&D and rock music. The book I am writing, as said in the post ‘Another day’ is based in the Command and Conquer Universe, and is about a GDI Zone Troopers operation. Anyway, without further ado, here it is, an illustrious chapter 1.

Chapter 1

The Ox’s engines rumbled loudly, occasionally the turbulence jolted the armoured warriors sitting within its belly, flight restraint belts straining over their armoured bulk. The warriors were entombed within a massive suit of MK4 power armour, railguns strapped to backs, shoulder guards proudly displaying the GDI Eagle. Large helmets sat over the heads of each trooper, tinted visors turning each soldier into a faceless killing machine. They sat silently; the aircraft rumbled and started descending through the cold night atmosphere. Suddenly, a blank voice echoed out from an intercom speaker mounted on the cabins roof.

            ‘Team Hydra, we are almost over the target, prepare for jump’

 Each team member stood up, clipped an arrestor cable on to the overhead railings and formed up a line near the large side door, towards the front of the cabin.

            A minute later the door slid back and with a loud clunk locked into an open position. Strong winds tore through the cabin, the troopers stood unperturbed, then the lead trooper signalled with his hand to his sergeant, who in return gave him a slight nod.

            The trooper triggered his cylindrical jetpack, strapped onto his back, a loud buzzing noise, like a chainsaw, filled the cabin, then the soldier leapt out the door and plummeted into the emptiness below.

 

The dirt land sat like a flat sheet, occasionally punctured by dead skeletons of trees and tufts of grass and sheaths of shrubs. All around the land was bare except for a circle of sandbags, which within stood a man in dark body armour and a fully encompassing, dark brown, skin-tight body glove. Upon closer inspection, about fifty meters ahead of the little bunker, was an unexpected dip in the terrain, a slit of earth had been dug out and in it’s place sat the heads of a dozen men, wearing red and black helmets or full face masks with crude oxygen filters and straps to secure it over the backs of shaved heads. A heavy calibre chaingun sat with it’s barrel poking out of the trench, aimed at some invisible enemy in the barren plains, inhabited only by blackened skeletons of trees and the painting of a new horizon. The men stood totally still, staring out into the distance, many wore goggles hiding their eyes and all of them were armed with intimidating looking matt black rifles with cheap wooden stocks. They wore little armour, many were garbed in old military fatigues, green camo pattern shirts and pants, which would have been of little help in their current environment.

            Another unexpected feature was located just behind the sandbag bunker. It was a grating of metal measuring about six by four metres, another two of these gratings sat about twenty metres apart on the left and right of the first one. They sat quietly, all three had gathered a fair amount of dirt and dust over them, and the steel had soon become permanently browned and dirty. Hardened clags of dirt, congregated within the gaps in the grating, waiting for a time when they would be reduced into their former state of soil particles by rain, wind or maybe something entirely different.

            There was no sound whatsoever across the landscape, the bruised sky ignored the small group of defences, sitting below them, and continued it’s slow swirling dance, attempting to hold back the orange sunlight that was making a fresh attempt at seeking out a new hole in it’s defences. The battle played on silently, no one on the ground took notice of it, the victor was far from certain, but it would have to continue endlessly and fruitlessly with the only pause coming when the true overlord, night came with it’s twinkling star minions. 

 

            Initiate soldier Makrise had been a devotee of NOD ever since he turned sixteen. He had long forgotten his actual age ever since they arrived at his large outskirt settlement. They came in majestic vehicles and gave out food and clothing as well as medical supplies. They asked for martyrs to join the cause and since Makrise had nothing else in the world, his mother had died before he was three, his father killed in a mutant raid when he was ten.

            Makrise sat inside the small sandbag bunker, holding a pair of old binoculars. Inside the fortification sat several Klorshev 23 rifles, a dozen grenades and a comms radio. Many metres behind his bunker, sat several Surface to Air Missile systems which would activate when it detected a hostile aircraft and send then barrage after barrage of missiles at it’s designated target. Another two such anti-air weapons were located a hundred metres behind the bunker, which meant few but the fastest and stealthiest aircraft could escape the combined power of all three SAMs pegging missile after missile at it.

            Two hundred metres in front of the Makrise’s observation bunker was a fifty metre slit trench which had about twelve men sitting crouching in it. They were all under Makrise’s command and were armed with Klorshev 23’s plus a single heavy calibre machine gun.

            Makrise looked through the binoculars once more, surveying the flat plains, occasionally dotted with a lone tree. He longed for combat, to serve the Messiah and die for him, not this sentry job. But still if the Messiah’s appointed, demanded him to do such a task, he would do it.    He put down the binoculars, looked out at the dark horizon one last time and turned around to the other being in the bunker, Lund. Lund’s entire head was wrapped in a light brown cloth, with a small gap for it’s eyes to peer from; it wore a pair of combat fatigues and a suit of body armour over a black shirt and carried a long, slim sniper rifle, strapped over it’s arm. Makrise had never actually seen Lund remove it’s head garb, and suspected that it harboured some intense injury. He had never actually asked his silent companion about it, but nevertheless, he always felt there was no reason to do so. He didn’t even know it’s sex, but he presumed it was male due to it’s deep voice, but in all honesty he wasn’t really sure. Many of the men suspected Lund was a mutant mercenary in the employ of NOD, but Makrise didn’t really case, just as long as the thing did as he ordered.

            Lund?’ spoke Makrise while staring out through the binoculars.

            ‘Yes master?’

            ‘Take over for a while’

Without question, Lund took the binoculars from Makrise’s outstretched hand and started peering off into the distance to find any sign of hostiles.

            Makrise cracked open a flask sitting next to one of the rifles, and started drinking the warm caffeine beverage within it. It stung his throat, but Makrise payed no attention and drank half the flask before sealing it once more.

            ‘Once I get back to base’ Makrise thought to himself ‘I’ll seek permission to transfer to the next infantry battalion that comes by here, or maybe I’ll seek to apprentice myself to a confessor’

            He propped himself in a corner of the sandbag bunker, next to a rocket propelled grenade launcher and continued pondering to himself about his future opportunities and about the nature of the Brotherhood of NOD and the Messiah. He had always considered himself to be a good thinker and a philosopher in the ways of the Messiah and he would spend hours like this, in silent meditation. Suddenly until Lund’s deep voice broke him out of his reverie that had gone on for almost ten minutes.           

            ‘Master’

A startled pause followed.

            ‘Uh, yes Lund?’

            ‘I see movement’ replied Lund.

            ‘Wah?’ spoke out Makrise at the unexpected news.

There was almost never any living thing out here, well not that he had seen himself.

He rose up and grabbed the binoculars off Lund, and quickly searched the horizon for any signs of life.

            ‘I don’t see anything’

            ‘Over there’ indicated Lund in his shapeless deep voice from under the cloth around his head, while pointing into the distance.

            Makrise looked over at the point which Lund had indicated and saw nothing but a spattering of sunlight and distant blurred ground.

            ‘What did you see Lund?’ asked Makrise, the binoculars dropping down from his eyes.

            ‘A shadow, a figure on wings, folding into the earth’ spoke Lund deeply, in a poetic tone.

            ‘Speak bloody English you cretin!’ growled Makrise fearlessly, at the much taller and imposing Lund.

            ‘I know not of what it was, it was just a dark star in the sky, coming down to earth, I couldn’t identify it, if my life depended on it, it was ever so fleeting. I could have just as easily missed it’ he said haughtily.

            ‘That’s what the enemy would have wanted, you idiot! They would have wanted you to miss such a thing, they wouldn’t drop something huge so everyone can see! Use your common sense you fool! Stealth and speed!’ berated Makrise.

            ‘I am sorry master, shall I go out to investigate it?’

            ‘You shall, report back when you have found the thing’

Makrise, pushed the binoculars back over his weary eyes and started surveying the distance again, Lund pulled the strap on his sniper rifle, tighter over his shoulder and with his long legs, stepped calmly over the sandbag barricades and began striding off towards the alleged ‘object’ it had spotted.

            He watched Lund walking, becoming smaller and smaller, eventually Lund became part of the landscape and was no more visible due to the lack of light from the heavens. Makrise continued peering into the distance looking for something, anything, but all that met his eyes was the brown empty dirt of the ground and the occasional skeletal tree, shrugging at his inspections. The only thing moving was the clouds, and the play of light and the occasional breeze of wind, which made Makrise shiver.

            A half hour had passed since Lund left, and then suddenly, there was a figure in the very distance. It was walking purposefully, taking large strides with each step, but it never made any sudden movements, no running, no jogging. Makrise turned up the magnification nob on the old TLX 16 observation binoculars and twiddled with the focus until he could quite clearly see the figure.

            ‘Sir someone’s approaching!’ called out a soldier in the trenches.

            ‘I know you fool’ spat back Makrise, making the soldier turn away and remain silent in embarrassment.

            Lund strode back to the trenches, jumped over the heads of the troops standing in the pit, walked over to the bunker and stepped over the sandbags and stood next to Makrise.

            ‘Master’ it spoke.    

            ‘Yes Lund?’ asked Makrise expectantly.

            ‘I have found no evidence of anything out there, no tracks, no marks’

            ‘In that case whatever you saw must not have existed or it was a bird, it was too small to be anything of significance anyway, otherwise the anti-air missiles behind us would have picked them up’ said Makrise confidently, to reassure himself, more than to reassure Lund.

            ‘Yes, of course master’

            ‘Alright then, here you are’ said Makrise suddenly, handing Lund the binoculars.

Lund took them and started peering out into the distance again.

            Less than a minute later, a loud shout and gurgle rose up rose up from the trenches. Lund immediately reacted by dropping to the floor and throwing aside the binoculars and unholstering his sniper rifle. He clicked back the loader and propped it up against his shoulder and aimed over the sandbags, while trying to keep his head down.

            ‘What the hell happened?’ asked Makrise as he ducked on to the ground and crawled beside Lund.

            ‘I have no idea it looks like one of the troops in the trench was just shot’

Lund surveyed the area urgently looking for any sign of an opponent. The men in the trench had panicked, some grabbed weapons and were searching desperately for the sniper. One man threw the slumped body of his comrade off the heavy chaingun and manned it, turning it around, to find a target.

            Another shot rang out, a trooper peering over the trench fell dead.

            ‘I think the shots are coming from our left’ spoke Lund calmly and in it’s deep voice despite the situation.

            ‘Find the sniper and kill him’ Makrise said in a shaky voice as he crawled over to his Klorshev 23 propped up next to the comms radio. He loaded it, pulled back the slide and switched off the safety.       

            ‘I’ll warn HQ’ spoke Makrise, suddenly noticing the comms radio.

He reached up cautiously, pulled the mouthpiece down from it’s birthing on the side of the bulky comms kit and, in a crouching position, within the sandbags, started talking into the radio. A loud whooshing sound, like the buzz of takeoff engines suddenly burst the air, prompting Makrise to turn around, yet he dared not look out of cover in case he was shot.

            Suddenly there was a loud whining burst of a high powered weapon firing, men screamed and in return, scattered bursts of automatic gunfire could be heard, from the trenches.

             A loud whooshing noise, like the roar of a jet engine followed and then a shadow suddenly cast over Lund and Makrise. Lund was the first to look up, before a massive figure, in yellow green power armour landed directly on top of him. A loud cracking of bones and splattering noise followed as a pair of armoured talons sunk right into his back with a horrible impact. Gore soaked Lund’s clothing, his body armour was cracked and the fabric around his head was splattered with blood.

            Makrise stared up in fear as a gigantic figure calmly deactivated his jetpack and turned around to look down upon the small insect cowering below him, a rifle held limply in Makrise’s hand. The titan held a long and intimidating looking rifle, it’s barrel cratered with external cooling holes, the visor of the helmet turned slightly to regard Makrise. Suddenly the butt of the rifle was swung round and even as Makrise held up his arms to block the strike, the Zone Trooper smashed through his block and the steel black butt went straight into Makrise’s head with such force that he was pitched back and slammed into the small stash of rifles and grenades, scattering them around the bunker’s floor. Blood was flowing freely from Makrise’s split head and he howled in pain and fear as the behemoth stomped over to his body.

            Blood welled in initiate soldier Makrise’s mouth, he struggled to plead for mercy, to have himself not be harmed. The trooper grabbed Makrise’s neck with his gigantic armoured gauntleted hand and snapped his neck in half with little effort, before turning away from the carnage he had wrought and leaping out of the small bunker.

Rock music, The Devil’s Music. Dungeon’s and Dragon’s, The Game of the Devil

•September 16, 2007 • 9 Comments

Not too long ago, I was given two books to read, from a church library. One was titled ‘Stairway to Hell’ by Rick Jones another ‘The Truth about Rock Music’ by some fundamentalist who’s name I can’t remember. In the first one, it talked about things which would inevitably lead a teenager to hell, and then it talked about how a teenager could be a saved by ‘Jesus’ love’. http://www.chick.com/catalog/books/0204.asp

In both of them, they condemned rock music as being the music of the Devil. Saying things like ‘This rock musician’s lyrics encouraged listener’s to kill themselves’ or ‘This rock artist is a Satan worshiper’ . In particular they spoke of fans or musicians committing gross atrocities and acts. The one point which is wrong with all this is that they are singling out all rock music, these books claim all rock music is Satanic. Many fundamentalist churches claim the same thing. Forgive me if I am wrong, but I know of many more non-Satanic rock bands than Satanic ones. How do you define Satanic music? According to them it is something like ‘Loud distorted guitars and aggressive vocals’. That defines nothing, just because it is loud, or because teenagers like it, never means that it is a bad thing.

What was even worse (or more funny) was the fact that the second book, ‘The Truth about Rock Music’ was written by a guy who knew nothing about music at all. He described rock music as ‘Derived from Satanic drumbeats in Africa where the tribal natives would work themselves into a frenzy and dance luridly to the beat’.

First of all, most rock music doesn’t follow any African drumbeat, they have largely different timings and rhythms. I would know, I am a drummer and have been playing for six years. Also last time I heard any African drumming I was sitting in a chair, not up and about dancing like a maniac. I have never heard or seen evidence of insane Africans dancing to tribal beats, most of their dances are either tribal rituals or a retelling of perhaps some story passed on from father to son.

Second of all, ‘The Truth about Rock music’ made some claim about ‘syncopated Satanic beats’. Well I am sorry, next time I play on my drumkit, I’ll remember to play all my notes with the beat, instead of on any off notes or odd parts of the bar. Won’t that make for a more non-Satanic and more exciting song?

The book also made claims like ‘Jazz music involves vulgar dancing and gyrating’. Are you sure you are not describing a strip club? The author places the same allegations against all the other forms of music, including African tribal music, rock, country, rock’n'roll and anything inbetween, saying they all involve some vulgar movements, dancing and gyrating.

Finally, my favorite part of the book says ‘Research has shown that rock music ‘s tempo causes rats to eat their newborn, and plants to die’. I don’t know where that research came from, but I suspect the Professor of anti-rock music, running the experiment, didn’t feed the rats, or water the plants.

Now in the first book ‘Stairway to Hell’ it said that Dungeons and Dragons, the fantasy board game was Satanic. Why? The following quote from a D&D rulebook ‘Every player should have a patron God, and can call upon their patron God for assistance’. For God’s sake it’s a game! If you take such things seriously then I really don’t know what to say, except that I would have to stop playing Warhammer 40,000 because it says ‘The Blood God sits upon a brass throne atop a mountain of skulls’.

Now the other evidence of D&D and Satanism lies in the fact some D&D players apparently saw something like ‘Flying Demons’ or ‘Killed their friends’. I don’t really know where the evidence linking D&D and Satanism is, but first of all, anyone could have done that, second it wouldn’t be surprising if a D&D player was also a Satanist, but the two things were largely unconnected, and finally I know several D&D player in my school who seem fairly sane, ableight somewhat mischievous, and I don’t think any of them have been around recently sacrficing people or summoning forth demons.

These fundamentalists make far too many unsubstantiated claims. For God’s sake, neither of them even know anything about music, let along have they ever heard African tribal music? Fundamentalists like these always try to control the lives of teenagers and church followers alike, dictating their every action, decision and desire. These two books and their authors are merely foolish blinded religious followers, who merely dictate their theories as truth, without even proving them or trying to confirm them. Has Rick Jones ever played D&D? Has the other author even listened to African Tribal music, a non black metal rock band or something other than some boring droning church choir or perhaps most of all has the guy even grown a brain, which isn’t shaped like the Bible? Have either of them ever looked outside of their thick spheres of faith and seen that they are too far behind, in the 1950′s or have they noticed they are older adults who merely regard teenagers as rebellious because they like or behave differently from teenagers in their day?

Something a little more… novel

•September 15, 2007 • 2 Comments

Well hello.

I have started with my rewrite on the first chapter of my book. It has begun in earnest and I think it should be better than my original first chapter. Hopefully. I should be able to post it up soon enough. In regard to the weirdness in the previous post, I have decided to take down my original first chapter I had posted two days ago. I apologize, but I feel that it is flawed, imperfect, perhaps unworthy to be viewed while I am rewriting it. Strangely enough I felt quite proud of it, the first time I had written it. Nevertheless, here is a little video of me being a showoff, with a drumstick.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOcMz7OWaxM

Enjoy!

 
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